saturday: relatively sad, lonely, boring anniversary
sunday: fell sick. sick the shit outta me. can barely walk.
monday and tuesday: perfectly lovely. call it honeymoon. i could almost die feeling so loved. it was seriously good.
today: i got cheated. argh. not once, not twice. i kept quiet. tat doesnt mean tat i dun mind. u promised. but it was broken. sigh. many promises. many broken ones. if u're not confident of wat u promised, pls dun promise. dun lift me up high and throw me down again. i was expecting. but i got disappointed. again and again.
tat's life. full of ups and downs. i get the extremes. hai.
nobody's home now. it's quiet freaky. the house is so damn quiet. so cold.
on the brighter tone. i have the luxury of the big plasma tv to myself. sounds good? yes.
sigh. but i'm lonely. so lonely.....